If you don't intend to stay, then don't make a grand entrance.

I'm sure some of you find my caption familiar. (Not because someone already quoted it but merely because it had happened to you, somehow, sometime.) Then again, this ain't any 'emotional' post or whatsoever. I just wanna say it out.

Often, we meet new people every year, year in year out. But really, how many stays and how many leaves? Some had led you thinking it'll be 'Happily Ever After', and some you know it's just there. It's those that led you feeling the 'Happily Ever After' are those that contain poisonous issues. It's so poisonous it can kill the human out of you or sometimes, kill the old you and give you a new, stronger you.

Okay okay, down to the point of my post. You know, meeting a new person every year gives you a first impression of them whether you're right or wrong. In my case, I'm always in the wrong. C'mon lah, I'm sure you guys had it too. Hahaha.

Here's my point, when you already think that you know someone, now I've learned that it is too soon to conclude that you have really know the person, inside out. Truth is, you'll never know everything about that one person. And often, it's the person that you labelled nice and 'genuine' is the one who reveals it all soon after. And here comes the 'poisonous' part. What your mind do is, it starts reminding you of what you hated about the person. And yes, I do agree that no one is perfect in this world, but then again, how not to be annoyed when an 18 year old doesn't act like one right? Truth is, I may be pointing this post to someone but these occasions happens all the time. And I am sure that there are also people out there who hate me for who I am, not that I bother, but not everyone can accept you for who you are and especially after gazillion times of hinting, it lets you wonder, what kind of a person he/she is? WHO CARES ABOUT THESE PEOPLE ANYWAY. The only reason we care is because we want the betterment of our lives and also maybe try to improve them.

Their attitude problem is not my say, but 'Sky is the limit!' And let me remind you a little thing about me, once I have started seeing things I disliked about you, I can never see you in the same way anymore unless our friendship is a special one under some conditional cases. ;)

I don't wanna elaborate more but I'll just list some things down.

I HATE:
Princesses. (Those who wants everything, basically selfish person who really does things for herself.)
Uncooperative people. 
The only child in the family who acts like the only one everywhere. (I personally label this as SINDROM ANAK TUNGGAL.)
Clingy girls. (Not that I don't like you, if you're clingy to me, shooo! I'm no lesbian!) I can be a best friend, but mind my privacy.
People who put themselves ahead of others. (In a bad manner.)
People who act dumber when they're dumb.
People who can't sweat a little bit more to do what to get done.
People who do not prioritize when it comes down to doing a group project.
People who complain the most ridiculous things on Earth.
People who talks a lot especially when I'm not in the mood cause whatever they say at that moment, sounds really LAME to me. -.-


NUFF SAID. I don't have to live to like you. Bleh.


I'm a princess, with an awesome attitude. ;)

AT THE END OF THE DAY, WE ARE ALL NICE PEOPLE. :)

I like this! Heh.

Let me share a quote with you today,

"The act of being stupid is not a sin, the act of unteachable is."

In this world, some people are born to be talented, some aren't and being stupid isn't a sin. Instead, if you are unteachable and are constantly trying to show off your intelligence and aren't willing to absorb the art of learning, then you are no more different than a full-filled glass. Instead, it is an empty glass that can contain more water. So I guess you get my point. 

The life of a bicycle.

Ride, pedal, move.

Perplexed.

I know this might sound crazy, cause I don't know my name.

Like Jason Derulo mentioned in his song, The only reason why we can't tell the future now is cause that's the beauty of the world we know. If we all knew about the future, no one would ever wanna live or die anymore. Moreover, we can only predict the future through our present effort and hope for the very best.

Likewise, I, sometimes, thanked God cause I can't see the future because the present already broke me and what more the future. The only unanswered question is would it be better or worst? The only thing that made me felt broken today has got nothing to with Sixth Form, the reason - human. I would like to rephrase my past.

"The day you declared him as your best friend is the day I let go of you as my best friend." 

I have come to realize this fact only now. Actually, I have already let go of her, instead I have been lying to myself about owning her as my best friend, guess that this is what happens when facts bite.The truth may be real but it hurts. I always tell myself, it must be God, it must be Him who wants to show me what life is all about. Bottom line, I am blessed with the Year 2010. The people. The resolutions made.

I am grateful for the person I am, the very positive one, somehow.

I do not know how I pulled that off but I somehow did, in my way.

And again,

WHY IS THIS ******** LIFE SO IMPORTANT TO ME?

Random: I love Toddlers! (Just like how they would love me!) :D

In the mood of "killing anyone that comes in My Way"!

So as the title goes, yeah. I am in the MOOD. My mood is forever vital to yours truly every single second. I am very ignorant about your feelings as I am to mine. The irony of me saying that my feelings are important to me and yet I ignore them is because feelings is something that affects you mentally, physically and emotionally without you being aware of its existence by itself. 

Here's the thing, the only reason why I do ignore my feelings (most of the time, NO, sometimes) yes is just cause I do not or I rather prevent myself into succumbing into my own feelings be it happy or "EMO". If you would realize or probably you would be too ignorant to this normalcy in conversations or gestures nowadays is that when people look at you and they think that you are, maybe rather down due to whatsoever they might only know after initiating a conversation at the next 5th minute with you, this is how they tend to... or you can say 'try talking to you' is by pointing their index finger towards you and rather speak enormously loud at the top of their lungs and say "YOU EMO!" or in any chatbox conversations, it would turn out to be a SHOUT OUT in Caps with multiple unending EXCLAMATION MARK!!!!!!!!!!! (Like this.) 

Bleh. Whatever. So as to my title again, I AM in the mood of "Killing Anyone That Comes In My Way!" Truth is, I'll never know when I'll throw a bombastic bomb right in your face the next time you might encounter a bump with me. (And we all know, it RARELY happens.) Hahaha. :)

Till the next time again and I was supposed to insert a picture but due to whatsoever lame excuses, I decided this will be it. THE LAME EXPRESSION.

Here's to the Breast Cancer Awareness Month to my darling females out there and not forgotten the 1 in out of 25000 guys eligible to be diagnose with breast cancer too, and yes, The Lord is fair and yeah, it's NOT COOL. 

Affirmative. I'm not doing shit today. That's what I've been constantly hammering into my head(s). 

THE END

P/S: I'm not EMO or "whatsoever" - Besides, the word EMO, wherever it originated from was never in my Vocabulary. Encore for that! ;)

Signing off in Red. ♥

Up to you.

Is there something wrong with me or it is with you? Cause I've been finding it really hard to get you for the past few days. I am not in this world to interpret anyone but you've been making me wonder, like a lot, whether or not I'm busy, I've been wondering about you nor is it good or bad. Whatever it takes for us to regain form, I can't promise anyone anything anymore. It's up to you to do your way cause in the end, it is your own life that you are deciding on and if you find it so hard trying to figure out what's best, then you better start bucking up and start catching up with what you've missed. Try walking through the roads of your life rather than trying your best to run to the finish line cause I can guarantee you that what you've missed, can never come around again. 

Prince of Persia: Defy The Future...

It Is Said Some Lives Are Linked Across Time...

 They Are Connected By An Ancient Calling That Echoes Through The Ages...

Destiny.

I'd say the movie is in my Favourite List! Loved the whole setting, the story, the action.

Loved how Prince of Persia used The Sands Of Time and revive the times and still got Princess Tamina as his lover. Sweeeet! Jake Gyllenhaal was smokin'! Okay, I have to come to the fact that all Man-actors look hot in whatever Main Role that they're playing so,... hahaha.

Later the movie, we walked around JJ Aeon and it was evening already. Not forgetting whose day it was, it was... En. Agilan's birthday!

We capped off his birthday celebration at Restoran Coconut Flower at Teluk Gong. 

Pure yummy seafood!

That's just part of my last week's updates! Still incomplete but doubt that I have all the time to complete it so,... stay tune on Facebook! It tells you all.

Ridiculosity. Absurdity. Whatever you may call it.

Okay, this is just a plain random fact. Moments ago, I was blog-hopping.
And I've found a similarity between bloggers and THAT IS...

They all seem to assume that Haters would visit their blog. I mean how could you possibly know and why would you bother?

For an example, this is how they would put it. HATE ME? F*** Off?
Like Okayyyyy...
I mean, are those Haters really any of your concern? I mean, definitely those Haters would wanna stalk your blog and assume shits about you but again, do you really know? It's getting funnier every time I see someone ends their About Me section with tabs like F*** Off! LMAO! 

Really, the only loyal blog readers would prolly be your fan or friend not your fiend aite?

HAHAHA. This matter still keeps me wondering. Like Seriously!

A good laugh and a long sleep are the best cures in the doctor's book. ♥


For 16 hours a day, you drive your body hard. You put pressure on joints for hours on end, you expose it to who knows what kinds of germs and bacteria, you put it under major strain and stress, you demand everything it can do and some things that it can't. Let your body have the other 8 hours to itself. It's earned it. After a long day, your body needs to heal and recover. Let your muscles and joints take a break. Your immune system needs strengthened and cannot always be stretched to its limits. Your body has a way of letting you know when it's not getting the rest it needs--it wears down and feels fatigued. And eventually it breaks down. So do everything you can to pay your body back by getting a good dose of sleep. It will love you for it. 

I love to reunite! One day, we all will be back! =)

Date?

Sometimes,
I take things too lightly and lately, I have not found the space to breathe,
Prolly due to all this hecticness.
But now that it's the end, I have to focus on what I have to focus.
No procrastination, just plain movement and hard work.
Life's gonna get tougher after this, no one promised that it is going to be easy,
They only promised it will be worthwhile.
Deng! I have so much too update.
From Camp Tutti Fratelli 2010 to Prince of Persia to Outing with Avinash & Boonie to A-Team to TUTTI REUNION 2010!
Hahahaha.
I miss all these events now cause I have to focus on more shit right now,
and that is, none other than,
Form 6!

See you soon! Thank you for visiting!
Will make your visit worthwhile soon! :))
Loves.
Pictures will do its talking soon!

Had it been so long?

I dunno what to do.

If I express me out,

I'm gonna get tabooed.

Can this get any better, no?

Can this get any better, no? 

Now they have it in The Books. 

XOMG!

If you smell what The Rock is cooking.

so damn right.

Admit and apologize. When you do something wrong, admit it.  Learn to apologize. Sometimes a friend is upset, and all they want from you is to (genuinely) say “sorry.” It shows that you realize your misstep, and that you will hopefully not make the same mistake again.

pfft. ♥

aku dah feddup serious ni. 
minda tadi asyik kucar-kacir kata nak blog. 

tapi kata-katanya tak terjelma pulak. 
mood aku ni memang tak tenteram kebelakangan ni. 

(tak bermaksud aku emo lah)

aku pun tak tao nak gak pikirkan apa. huhu. 
ramai-ramai tunggulah ekk. 

otakku ni berlambak benda yang nak diperah tapi apakan daya, 

kata-kata indahku hilang di kayangan. ♥

sekian, ♥.

P/S: Amanda wifeyyyku balik hari ini, you nak tengok muka I excited cam ner? Heeeeeeeeeee! *Kee Hiao!*

Nak tengok gambar dia tak, yang damn sexyy punye? 

Alar...tuh pun you better ask her permission first! Dia bukan calang-calang orang tao. :D

What to do, eyy?

This only happens at 4am in the morning.

Suara latar.

Impian menjana masa depan;
Dakapan kasih antara kita merupakan kasih rakan setia,
Harap dakapan ini ku rasakan senantiasa,
Terima kasih,

Mungkin dapat menjadi penghujung bicara…

Tapi kata-kata yang terus gian porak-peranda dalam hati terus digolakkan.

Kata orang, dunia tiada penghujung
Tuhan tidak dapat dilihat,
Nombor tiada akhirnya,
Sama juga kasih antara kita...
Tiada...
Penghujung;
Koma;
Noktah;
Dan walau bumi ini mampu mencari penghujungya
Kasih kita takkan dapat mencari penghujungnya;
Kerana…
Penghujungya;

Ku ikatkan bersama atmaku...
Salam Malam! Pedoman hidupku…

Pssst: You must be thinking WHAT'S THIS? HAHAHA. Lemme tell you. It's just a piece of puisi. If you get the meaning, you're good. HAHAHA. And the author, I'll keep it as Anonymous. =)

Updates!

okay. this is just to update you about what has been happening and what had happened.

1. Resit for my Undang on Friday and I passed with flying numbers of 45/50. hahaha. BIG JOKE!
2. Today is my 7th day of work at Padini CS. As much as it feels humiliating when people you know come to see you working, I actually wanted that to happen more often. Doing the same thing everyday and not talking to some human that you really knew, ain't a good thing. Please do drop by and I'll appreciate it much. :D
3. I'm so sick and tired of waiting, really. Whateverlah, when I don't care already, then you'll be happy.
4. Actually, I am worried of tomorrow. VAD 43 Recruitment Day. Things aren't falling into the right places. Peoples. fuh.
5. OK! So I know and you may know, my birthday is this Monday. The LEGAL one. I'm happy, you don't have to. Don't have to hide it or whatever already cause FB tells the whole world. Whether it means anything to you or not, it is something to me! I'm LEGALLY GROWN-UP! This I know! :D Whatever lah. Thank you to all you with the sweet thoughts. =))

I LOVE YOU!

i wanna dance in the rain with her.

Phewh!

it's been three days since i've last blogged so, i thought of summarizing what happened in the three days of my work and etc. hahaha. as you know, imma employee already. beh. it almost didn't feel great but i'm glad i have something to look forward to everyday when i wake up unless i have my day off that i can get other stuffs done. 

16th January 2010.

on Saturday, i started work at 1.30pm and finishes at 10.30pm. FYI, i'm working in Padini Concept Store in AEON Bukit Tinggi. (P & Co department) working is after all not that amusing as it seems and it can be as tired like you never had sleep. hahaha. imagine 9 hours of standing everyday but you still have 1 hour break in between but that doesn't help much to sooth the sore in your legs. it's like ZOMG. but until now, i'm still hanging on in there. it's not like you will die. i'm getting used to it. haha. and i learn different things everyday. (my work ain't only about folding clothes OK!, get a life lah weh.) my break on Saturday was at 4.30pm. hell crazy! i was cracking my mind on what to eat since it's my first day at work and finally i decided on sushi from Jusco itself. it cost like RM8.88 and bought two cans of drinks which cost RM1.09 each. OMG! then on, i told myself i will have lighter meals everyday. if i were to spent that amount of money everyday, i would be broke even before i could get my salary. as crazy as it seems, i'm still enjoying! my colleagues are very nice and friendly. they are elaine, joyin, selina, kit peng and jumaria. hahaha. my main task is to take care of the wagons like when it's messy, i tidy it up. hahaha. and of course i started work on a weekend, so it was like HELL NO! stop picking those clothes, aunty! hahaha. you get fed up sometimes. and when you're in the shoes of a promoter that you will realize how they feel when you go shopping for clothes and you start pulling piece by piece from the bottom of the stack. (arghh!) and part-timers like me can leave as soon as the clock strikes at the right time, that means we do not have to care what is done and not done and just leave. like WHOOHOO man! especially when you stare at your watch and the time passes like...you can die! hahaha. you know what i mean lah. BUT AGAIN, when i think of the time passing and every cent coming in my pocket, that's a big motivation although it's not as much as Bill Gates would earn but it sure does feel good to earn your own ka-ching $$$! :D :D :D after work at 10.30pm, i meet up with Chris to catch a midnight movie! and the movie he chosed is AVATAR, the freaking 3 hours of movie. but since movie starts at 11.55am, he brought me to go makan first at some nice mamak restaurant! i ordered only roti telur because...and he was like 'you said you were hungry and that's all you ordered?' and i was like 'it's enoughlah Chris!' hahaha. anyways, he is some person that is really nice i guess, too nice that sometimes you feel scared to ask anything! hahaha. you must know him to understand this lah weh. ohya, btw, it's my first time meeting him after i got to know him. LOL. so after that, we rushed for movie. not really lah but he drove back and we walked to the cinema. SO FULL. so we waited for the movie to start and our spot is kinda nice. haha. middle row lah. as the movie go on, in my mind i was like WOW, WOWWER and WOWWEST! see how i described it. hahaha. after the movie, i was still in the WOW mode. Thank you, CHRISTOPHER KHOO TSAIR SHIEH! he has a funny name you will take years to pronounce it! LMAO. he made my first working night! haha. then of course, he fetched me home and honestly i feel so terhutang budi but really thankyousomuch!!! he planned to visit SHEILA the next day but i've got work and he has just too much work to do and btw, his feet is swollen bad due to his futsal rough crazy game. hahaha. speaking of SHEILA, i miss her so much! there is definitely an emptiness here when she's not around. that's the end of the first day of work. hahahas.

the best movie i have ever watched!

i love the Avatar of Jake Sully! Toruk Macto! :D like literally falling in love. LMAO.

17th January 2010.

my work starts at 9.30pm and i got back home at like 3.03am and slept at 4.00am! IMAGINE THAT! crazy, this is really crazy. but i could endure today more than i could expected. hahaha. at first, i went like Oh, another dreadful day! but then i survived until 6.30pm although it was really tiring. hahaha. and the customers rushed in likeWTH?! my wagons (where the clothes are stacked in the steel rack.) were all messy like mountains. this time is a shitty feeling for us promoters. hahaha. almost can die but what to do, just work.and when you see all the clothes are all tidied up and placed back, you feel Ahh! Like so nice to see the result of your work! but folding the same clothes all over and over again is ZZZ! Boring! that same piece of material i can fold it like minimum 30 times a day! and today i learned how to dust the clothes and wipe the mannequin if you work in the morning shift. hahaha. break is at 2.30pm and i didn't know what to eat so i only bought some piece of bread from Lavender. then that dreadful feeling to wait until your work ends. ZOMG! but when it has finally ended, YAY again! hahaha. this time it's 6.30pm. hahaha. luckily i skipped the big 4 hours of Peak Hours but my turn is coming up too, dies! and there is CHRIS again to fetch me and he just wanted to fetch me home cause the day before i told him i was going back by bus because my work ends before night and by 6.15pm, i got a message that says i will be waiting outside there. so now you can see how nice is this guy! like damn nice! nicer than my bro! HAHAHA. OF COURSE! on the way back, he called SHEILA and let me answered! hahaha. of course i talk to her. we can just talk any craps you know, like anything especially when we're so far away from each other and i really really wanna meet her, i hope i don't shed a tear when she comes home. then i reached my house. =) THANKS!

18th January 2010.

this is really a super-tiring day due to the day before. i have nothing to say about today cause it is just normal and the customers are moderate although they still mess up the clothes even though i'm only like 1 hour and 30 minutes away from the wagon. ZZZ! but i did learn something new today! hahaha. new stocks for Spring are in so Joyin taught me to count, mark and label the stocks! at least now i know a little secret about clothes sales. and when i say a secret, of course i don't state it here. and i know now when to get and when not to buy clothes. LMAO. that's all. my mama came to fetched me at 11.00pm. she doesn't know where to wait and the way she described her venue is like shit! and of course i got pissed and she got pissed! so whatever! now that i'm working, she has some sense to me, maybe because i'm earning money. ZZZ! i was so freaking hungry i tell you! i asked to stop by at the restaurant to pack something back and i had no money, like seriously! my dad is not back home yet lah so it's difficult for me to get my pocket money. and when i asked for some money, she was so reluctant! i was like WTF!? just send me home now! thank god for he knew i was hungry that he left one last packet of maggi mee for me. thankyou! bye.

what a new experience! 

imma sales assistant.

today is my first day of work.

i am working afternoon shift today, 1.30pm-10.30pm.

i am going to wear a PINK POLO TEE. so you'll know where to find me.

location is in AEON JJ. hahaha.

i can't wait to start work, finally i'm granted one! :D

thank you, wish me lucks again! 

see you.

this really just means less Facebook and lesser Blogger.

i hope i don't tire out.

make a wish upon the shooting star.

the shooting star.

now imma make two wishes upon this shooting star. (aunty gwen, please poppy me! thankyouverymuch!) my only two simple wishes.

1. i am going for a job interview tomorrow at P&Co. tomorrow at Padini, AEON JJ. Please let me through it for i need a job badly to kill my time and earn my own cash! $$$. thanks.
2. by this week, i am going for my second trial of my computer undang exam, so please let me get pass this for i will have to save money and save more time for other matters. thanks again.

poppy me for i will need it much. hehe.
I hope that this week is a fruitful week. TQ.